I am sick

I am sick today... My body is broken down... I am thinking about my future, my current life, money, love and many many.. I can't even find a answer for myself... There's no solution... I'm doing nth all the day all the time.. I just waste... I wasted a lot, money, time, and I pay my health for my life... I scared, if someday, I would leave this world, to the another world which is not human's been...